10.28.2005

i currently loving my work tho its boring and tiring but then, look back, it actually fun to do so.
you can see couples quarreling, husband and wife loving in shopping time. haha. kids playing round and stuff. i've met alot of people since i work. it make me realise that, this is what is the reality are. ok, cut the crap. he called me, ah. *happy* im not gay olrite. just havent heard of him for so long and actually today i worked full shift and i went around 10.30pm and went to makbul for lepaks and actually i bebuka at Ou's Mamak with Aiman,OP,Kechik,Haziq, and Aisyah. ok fun. ahha. and after lepak at makbul went back to hse, which they did lepak, H and A. and 12.00am nite they cao. and after that, me n bro din and kakak, watched extreme makeover on channel 8. gilak. i seriously tabik spring! hehe. and then watched The Skeleton Keys, haaa. so.. VERY EXPECTED plot. Vooooddooo. hahaha. Vodoodod. ok. watch it if you dare aight! and i will have my raya cuti for almost 7 days, going back to penang and kelantan i guess. that's why im taking so long of holiday. aida currently will raya at Aussie, adelaide. My god. i miss her like crazy altho we're not couple but we're bestfren. no doubt abt the feeling lah. haha. and baby layout and blog really turn me on. i actually will NOT be online this weekend and for the next weekdays. busy man. works. and tomoro/today 28/10. i will go skool and lepak. and I CUT my hair yesterday while kakak n mubin was having their window shopping at ou. hehe. then we gerak-ed to kfc jaya and pasar ramadan there.. and i hope that you guys will be enjoy the holiday and most of all, ampun dan maaf jika ada keterlanjuran. sebuah puisi.

harap segalanya,
harap ampunnya,

ku serahkan,
ku maafkan.

adakah kau sudi..
maafkan diriku?.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri on 3/4 of nov. and Happy Deepavali. DeepaRaya. :))

p/s: i havent shop for my raya dodes. bengang!

cao! see you.

xoxo.
"dua dunia kita berbeza.."

10.21.2005

working!

hi guys! im working! $4 per hour. Fila is the shop, OU is the Mall, come and shop there. :) discount are now on til ?idk. haha. well, first day, tiring and tiring. amat memenatkan. today, i start worked at 10am till 10.42. tiring... sweeped the floor, fold the shirts, check the shoe, bag. haha. really, and i enjoy it!. ehe. i have three supervisiors = mr pang and ms. ken hui, abg khairill. and new workmates - john lean/ from SMDU. form 4. Sub-science class. :)

BTW, I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE MY DEEPEST SADNESS OF THE PASSED AWAY ALLAHYARHAMAH DATIN SERI ENDON MOHAMMAD, the wife to our PM, DATO' SERI ABDULLAH AHMAD BADAWI. :[

and i pray that she will be in the heaven with the good people, and our nabi muhammad,and muslims too.

and i didnt expect what happen. i just knew the news after 7pm. OMG. IM SO FCKG. right?!
i didnt want to be sad, cause she did advice the MALAYSIAN, to be STRONG. yeah.
be STRONG! :) she is the most kindness PM's wife ever. :)

and i've watched The Sisterhood of Travelling Pants. :) damn Nice. Alexis Bledel stars.
the character - Lena Kirgas, Bridget, Tibby, Carmen. damnn. the aweks damn cunn. and
the aweks is so the hot!!!!. im cutting my hair sooon. okkok. :)

and i think i will update soon, im so tired. wanna take bath and sleep.
btw, aida and jiar, i will miss you guys lots. nak nangis sbb tak dpt jumpa. hahahhahaa.
bangang! :)))

10.13.2005

if you believe...

.................... that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw You
That when you want something enough,
Thren it can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe.

Never wished for material things;
Never needed wind in my wings.
I never wished for anything but You...oh!
I can't explain it,
Someone just told me,
"Go where your heart is,
You'll never be lonely.".

is it nice. it is a lyrics by rachel lampa, she sing that song, and i like it. :) taken from a walk to remember soundtrack. woho. ehhe. btw, tday, was a wholesome gooday for me. my hse just have a new gate. I LIKE and in LOVE with it! it is so cute and comel. ahhaa. see, i am crazy.
crazy abt gate. hahahaa. lol. and, today, abang bday. Happy Bday Abang, 26th years old. =)
here we go. let me show you the pics.

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okay, now. i want to change my hair style. and i have waited it for so long. and you can imagine how i want to look like. haha. and im giving you guys a chance to vote. vite which hair suit me.
alrite?! okayy! nah. let's go.

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please help to choose. im blinded to choose. all hebat and nice. i love their hair so much :)
so? please cast your vote at the chattersbox. thank you!

seeya. til then.

cinta

hey guys, im back. yeah. ramadhan is a nice month to diet and give the full attention into the solat and ibadah. and i find that it is working out, and for sex maniac, i know you can't masturbate unless you didnt fast. and i still being a person that i am. im listening to i will survive by cake, and it actually mean something to my life. and it is remind of someone. someone i have love for many years. and now, i am all single. haha. mingle. yes, just now, terawikh. ok. i did 8 terawikh. and have to wait for mum cause she did 20. penat gila. and i talked to asyraf bob, adzam frens. budak babe. and i saw aiman-dj's stud. ok. malas nak tegur dia. sebab dia dah poyo. haha. lol. exam math. ok la. i flunk jugak. and tmoro paper 1. try harder. haha. malas la nak study. it is just a finals not spm. haha. okok. and i help naz giving the webs to design her blog entry. im gonna promo her blog soon ok. and to everyone who in love, read my so called poem - " cinta itu hadir ".

cinta hadir,
cinta pergi.

cinta itu buta, kata emak.
cinta itu sayang, kata bapak.

aku kata, cinta itu indah belaka.

aku disaat jauh denganmu,
aku sesat entah dimana.

bagaimana harus aku bentangkan,
sejuta cinta ku. cinta ku.

kau kata. kau jerit.
"aku, aku, mau kau."
dan kini.

kau dan aku,
telah layu, layu
kerna dengki dia menusuk.

oleh itu, cinta kita, tiada ertinya.
kerna, cinta itu hadir.


nice? comment me ok. and send it to my email. =)

xoxo. seya. til then.

10.06.2005

wicker love

wisdom of today : How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world. - Anne Frank.

it's been awhile i didnt update in here. yes. it is a ramadhan month. fastings. you will. and i am, fastings too. and i cant wait to finish exam. :))) exam bringing down me. alot, i say. well, yeah past day, i found out that they think, you know the botb. they said im DESPERATE to have a friend by lepaking with aiman grups and so do othergrup. heyhey. i am just being a friendly person. salah ke btw? if wrong, FUCK OFF. mampus la. aku nak kawan ngan sesapa peduli apa. haih. well, well. first day of puasa, always greato. and second day, i cam migrain nak mampus. nak pengsan ada. i hate it when my migrain came back.. sakit doh. and puasaaa amat best. i can menambahkan pahala.
ahhaa. lol. and so on. "tell me how much you love me?..." . to someone who read this. you know who you are. thank you. well. i will leave some poem. so be good and i'll be back when i think i have a nice story to tell..

Do you love me like I love you
Do you think of me and miss me too
Do you know I’ll always be your girl
Do you know I don't care for a diamond or a pearl

Did you miss me when I was gone
Did you call me or did you take too long
Did you write me back that day I wrote
Did you know I was on the same boat
That boat you rocked while you were away
Those nights you spent on that September day
Wake me up when you want to stay
And whisper in my ear that you’re not here to play
Tell me you're my sunshine
And tell me you're my moon
Give me the reason why you don't want a baby too soon
I want to know what you see in me
I don't want you to feel tied
But I do want to tell you
I always want you by my side

written by Lorena.

seeya.

xoxo,
zainal.