1.18.2006

MOVED TO LIVEJOURNAL.

1.12.2006

kiss me, the vulgar.

So tell me, what's up,because i won't be updating my blogspot for awhile.
im tired of your rejection, feeling depressed. so full of your hatred.

"feel like you never feel, feel like trying again and you stop trying again"

when you like someone, i know it's hard to deny the feeling, but, i simply.
forget the love that i actually broke. happily gone. yes. i felt so different.

i miss my MT6 friends, budyy-rina. Best friends(?do i have one).
totally don't miss my current school friends. [=

chaos, later.

1.07.2006

"I dont know why i used to fall in love,
with the wrong kind,
then i suffer so much pain,
but i only had myself to blame."

i stay single again, :)

don't know how much i have to let go and let in, im so tired. can we stop playing the game.
i currently listening to siti nurhaliza's chinese song - zheng fu, a cover song of Na Ying.
damn nice. download ok? be right back soon. =) i miss everypart of you.

1.06.2006

Don't ASK me

Quit acting so friendly.
Don't nod don't laugh all nicely.
Don't think you'll up-end me.
Don't sigh, don't sip your iced-tea.
And don't say, "It's been a while..."
And don't flash that stupid smile.

Don't ask me how I've been.

Don't think I've forgotten,
you never liked that necklace.
So cordial, so rotten...
Kiss, kiss, let's meet for breakfast.
Don't show up so on-time
and don't act like you're so kind

Don't ask me how I've been.

Don't sit there and play just
so frank, so straight, so candid,
so thoughtful, so gracious,
so sound, so even-handed.
Don't be so damn benign
and don't waste my fucking time.

Don't ask me how I've been.

1.02.2006

thinking

" i am still single ". Am i ?

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