5.27.2006

is you

my life is getting dull, and yet, im hating it.
can you tell me what's wrong?

5.21.2006

Fools Like Me!

Everybody go
The party's over
I want to be alone in my head
In my bed tonight
You never show

You must really love her
You think I don't know
But I do, yeah it's true
I think over is over

I'm right back where I started
(when it comes to wanting you)
I can't have what I wanted

But I did, I can
I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed
If love is blind
If love's a drug
It always is
It always was and
Love was surely made for fools like me

I know where I'm going
I'm tripping I'm sliding around
That's ok
At least I'm excited
It wasn't how I planned it
(wasn't how I planned it
Feet are where I landed
At least I understand it now)
My feet are where I landed
(feet are staying on the ground)

Fools like me
Fools like me

I did, I can
I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed

Maybe it's the sanest thing
Or just the sweetest kind of dream
But love was surely made for fools
(Love was surely made for fools)
Love was surely made for fools
(Love was surely made for fools)
Love was surely made for fools like me

5.04.2006

Stand up is what I have to do.

this entry is made especially for the person whom try to be me.

first of all, i would like to say thank you for your stupid words. it made myself more confident in being me. Obviously, you're the person who admired my personality and jealous of my life. It shows that you're the one who is trying to get attention, not me. well, i would like to say this, why at first you have to post such things because it looked like you're not brave enough to say it out infront of me, and even it shows that you're the one that is THE attention seeker. well, i think my friends, wouldn't mind if i am straight, bi-sexual or gay. they're cool enough about it, i don't see any point of you saying that im gay, cuz reality check is, i am straight and i have girlfriend. so what now?.

I have people who are brave enough to say it to me that im not manly enough that is my true friend, they're shafiq,naz and few others. I love my friends, and i doubt that does your friends care enough about you?. Im sure, they're not, that's why you need to post such comments.

About the form 3, i adore them, seriously, they have been great and inspired me in many ways, and about the entry i said that they're kambing and stuff, it was just a few of them only, i didnt said ALL. so please understand what am i trying to say. and why would i want to be in form 3 again since i've been to that year? cause i have lots of fun being form 3 and your minded suck alright. form 3 rock ok?!.

Well, form 4 batch is a very friendly people, i've seen. They're respect seniors and so do we. they're not like you, just suddenly say like that, they're rock me too. and i know, some doesnt like me, i don't expect people to like me, and i dont care at all. so what's the deal now?.

Why would i hate my school and classmates? why would i ? answer me. My school is a great school! and so do my classmates. i have them always. well, Obviously, i don't hate myself, i have a great and wonderful life, my life is full of fun things happening and everything is under control.
why would you care if i were an attention seeker, does it make your life worst cause i think you're jealous of me being recongnised by people. so you are so fuckt up with your life. you dont friends at all and you are the who really an attention seeker for writing up on my blog. it shows that im not a LOSER like you cause people like you are born to be loser.

I never defy muslim law yet. I never try to change myself. and i am not gay, loser, an attention seeker, and i don't expect you to like me at all, cause i don't care who you are cause i believe in Allah S.W.T that He will give punishment to people like you, i think of my religion and never try to misundastood it. plus whatever religion are you, i still think your religion has the same things too. i do think that you are actually the one whom is gay, loser and attention seeker. plus, you really like my life and you try to be me cause your life is full of sadness and no joyment, as i see what you're writing. I think you have issue with your life, right?.

Allah has always be fair to Us- Human. And i never doubt that.

And to "you", im sorry if i was being not so nice to you or a snob maybe lil boring to you. but im sure one day you will realised what you have done is not a right and good things. Think with your brain not heart. I know- you have the freedom of speech but there's a limit when you want to say something will affect other people life. Again, if you think you're brave not coward, please do come say it right infront of my face and lets deal and sort things out cause i don't like to care about such things. If you still doesn't want to change, i cant force, that is your life. I always told myself, whatever people say or talk about me, let it be, cause one day, they will say to me " i want to be your friend actually" and it is true. I can't help if you think i'm a popular or in other words - Known to many people. So think. Life is not that hard, yo. Simplity is the best.


For that, i Thank you for giving me such a inspiring words and made myself more able to speak out, it's a compliment right. Sorry for bad grammar - due to my angry mood.