I quit.

I officially no longer a worker at Camp 5.


reason : hate the enviroment & shit working hour.

Lucky, i didnt start working yet. Oh im so glad. :) now, im gonna work with my mum i think so.
Tomoro 08:15 gonna have breakfast with my deary good friend, ainin before she go to her workplace.

The joyness of the day, i found out AFS gonna have two month programmes to few country, to name few, france, italy,japan, finland, spain etc.

I think i'll be applying for most is france or italy. Yehuuu. i Think im allowed to go cause it's after my spm result coming out.

I read thru syukri that spm result will be out on 27th feb. WTF! Im bloody pissed. I hope i will get 3A's above. Im bloody scared now. LOL. but, what is done is done, nothing can change unless you res-sit the paper again, im so bloody not gonna sit it again.

Well, i think my feeling towards meen are overrated already. haha. cause she treated like a friend and i think i should so, well. We're friends now. :)

I so gonna make a date with MUSE on feb 25th. Wait, FallOutBoys will be making their stop at spore yet malaysia gonna be on the list soon i think, that's what i heard.

I just love katharine mcphee 'dangerous', mandy moore 'extraordinary'. Oh god, they're bunch of talented artist! Im so gonna buy their album!!

Album of 2007, a must buy album of the year :


buy okay! im so gonna order them from a friend in the states or somewhere!

So, choose your album of the year!



Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

The Fray,How To Save A Life on How To Save A Life


Standing Still

Cuttin' through the darkest night in my two headlights
Trying to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here to the twilight
There's a dead end to my left, there's a burning bush to my right
You aren't in sight, you aren't in sight

Do you want me, like I want you?
Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?
Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?
Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye?
Was that you passing me by?

Mothers on the stoop, boys in souped-up coupes on this hot summer night
Between fight and flight is the blind man's sight and the choice that's right
I roll the window down, feel like I'm gonna drown in this strange town
Feel broken down, I feel broken down

Do you need me, like I need you?
Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?
Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?
Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye?
Was that you passing me by?

Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow
Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow

Do you love me, like I love you?
Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?
Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?
Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye?
Was that you passing me by?
Are you passing me by? (Passing me by)
Do you want me? (Passing me by)
Do you need me, like I need you too?
And do you want me, like I want you?
Are you passing me by?

Jewel, Standing Still.



Im Hired. well, lets get out of that topic.

I dont think i'll be updating my blog anytime soon. cause i dont feel like blogging anymore, it's a boring things to do. I'll be working next tuesday, erh.

Im bored. IMBZOREDS.

Muse.Fergie.FallOUTBBoys. im so going to your concert. I missed Akon's showcase that other day, anyway, if you guys tune in to xfresh.fm u can hear my voice on juara xfresh,some ad for carta xfresh, i think i've to start charging the radio for using my voice. :)

Many people insist me to do broadcasting, they says, i have talent for TV presenter or Radio DJ.
Oh, i dont believe that. But i just love to be hired by MTV for their next VJ Hunt. :P

I know my english is not that perfect, after all, im still learning the language.

Anyway, anyone wanna use my voice for Advertisment or Radio Ad, please contact me alright :)
Feel free to call me!

I won't be blogging til my life is "happening" again. I wanna party.





A man in this Zodiac has a thin long and
proportional face. He has a high forehead and very cleaver.
He looks like he can not stand or sit still,
a very fast person. His nose is just right in size, thin
lips, talk fast and very talkative. He can think faster than he talks,
but once he start talking, he will talk non stop as if god has gifted
him with that special talk machine mouth. He likes to cut his hair short
and he is very athletic.
He is a tall, slim and every movement of his is "Fast" or nearly call

He has a long fingers and always tapping on table or moving his finger
as if he is trying to grab something. He is the type who
will write or scribble on paper, he never stay still. His hair always well
comb or neat. He will spent a long time to comb his hair. He will keep his
manicure and pedicure clean.
He is a well dress and clean guy, so if you like cleanliness, you will
love him.

He will keep all his cloth in big closet, and never throw away even shirts
he never wear any more, but yet he still keep
buying new cloths and make sure he is in style. He knows how to dress well
even with a low budget. He get bored easily with his favorite cloths , cologne.
He is very picky,so soap and his cologne even have to be in the same trend or same scent.

If you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys,you
will have to guess his feeling and emotion. Is he
doing thing because it is a duty, or is it because he wants to?

He change his mind as fast as he change a new pairs of shoes. He can pick up
a book and roughly read through and understand
it's contents, so if you see a Gemini man who reads the whole book, then he
must be influenced by other Zodiac.

He hate to set fix schedule, and dislike a boring
same routine job. He could hardly be on time, and can only keep time if it is
complete important and necessary. He does not come late because he
forgets, but because he always find other attractions along the way.
He likes to act opposite to what he wants to do.
He is a very good speaker and make a very good politician.
He can easily persuade other people and well
presented himself in public, a real charmer. If he is a writer, he will write the best

He always search for truth and constantly study himself.
He never satisfy about his fame, his reputation or money, because
he thinks he deserved more.
He will keep searching even he is not sure what is his ultimate

Woman in love normally wants to feel secure and
stable, but if you fall in love with this guy be prepare to be alone. He will
come to see you when he feels like it.
He won't even know how he spent his days everyday, so adjust yourself if you love him.

Dating him is like dating 2 guys, so today he can
tell you how much he loves you, but tomorrow he might call you to cancel your
date. When he upsets, he could tell you he hate your dress, even it is the
same dress he used to tell you make you look very sexy.
Do not ask him why he is that's way for he won't have any explanations too.
When he is back to normal mood, he will take you out again
and forget what just happened.

You can not expect him to be the same person
now, and forever. His changes will depend on you, for better or for worst. If you
like to take risk and dare for challenges, you will get along with him
fine. He keeps his emotional secretly as if hiding it, so you will not be
able to see if he crazy in love with you, or does not give a damn at
all, but be calm and patient.

He will never leave you if he thinks you are a
puzzle, then he will spent times solving this puzzle.


In my life I don't mean much to anyone
I've lost my way can't go back anymore
Once I had everything now it's gone
Don't tell me again coz I've heard it all before

Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try

I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never and I try to remember who I used to be
I've got one more chance to get myself together

The time has come for me to change again
I can't carry on like this, I will lose my friends - don't say that you have given up on me
Just give me the time and speace to heal my head

I don't wanna be misunderstood
I've got to take this chance and make it into something good

- James Morrison, One Last Chance on Undiscovered



I wont post anything up until my mid-emo done. :) currently emo because of
No new JEANS.
No Girlfriend.
No $$$.

& i'll be back when everything is clear and done.

Thanks for everything & im sorry if i've hurt you people cause i might be appointed to the hospital soon.

Bye, Take Care.




I lost my cell phone & wallet. I kena samun a.k.a pau near selekoh to ttdi while walking with a friend of mine after sent out friend at mutiara damansara & bandar utama 3 at 3.30 am by an Indian fucking guy on 30 december, friday. :(

i have 430+ number in my cell phone and $ 230 in my wallet :(
i did a police report and it was tiring.


I need a new wallet from topman. # $ 40+
I need a new I/C for life so i can prove the people that I'm one of the Malaysian citizen. # $20
I need a new Handphone, SAMSUNG SGH-D820. # $930-960

So, people get it for me. ah ha loll. I'll save my money to get those items!

The Raya was quite alright, around 12 something, me & cousins went to Tak Bai or Taba' or
And new year celebration was quite alright to me, ha ha, i enjoyed myself by lepaking with my cousins at my mum hometown, pengakalan kubor, kelantan and with my cousins baby, they were adorable yet cute!. Myself & Amar was so naughty cause we lepak with the babies all the time ha ha. We had a small BBQ, it was fun and joyful.

Later that night, me, dahlia, oley, we had our 'session' haha. in firdaus room. LOLL. it's not bad thing la. It's just me joining them for few new year ciggie. :)

I hate Dunhill. Malboro forever!.

And, yesterday i arrived kl at 6.30 am, convoy with pak cik nan and su yah car. yeah, it's so crazy, they drove motherfucking fast. and it took us a few hour less than our usual trip!

&& im so tired but I'm free now. School term start today! Good Luck school kids, and im officially not a school kids anymore. double happiness for me!. gee. XD

I gotta go cause i got to wake up early to check up everything for my form 2 bro cause he is schooling tomorrow afternoon session and gotta find a work that i can free myself. LOLL. Anything msg me at myspace or my email.