7.07.2008

Deleting.

Hi, i guess this is my last entry. I will be deleting this blog soon. I just get frustrated with life, friends and people. If you wish to contact or anything, please do so by e-mail or call/sms me at
zainalafnan@gmail.com / 017 27 600 21. Oh, i will be changing my number to a new one as soon as i get back to my Sarawak residence.

I will be deleting friends from Myspace. I will change everything about me. Don't be bother to think about me anymore. If i really think you are my friends, i'll keep you in memory and will contact you. If not, i won't be contacting with you anymore.

I just need a peace of time, life so i can rebuild my life back. Ive been someone i'm not all this while. I just hate the feeling of being used and so on. If i did ever offended you or anyone in this blog, i just wanna say sorry and hope everything will be better for you and your life.

If i didn't reply to your message or return your phone call/sms, understand it yourself that i don't bother to entertain you no more. I just want to stay contacting with my homies; jiar, kiki and aqilah.

To my fellow bloggers,
Be happy. sorry i cant write anymore. I will be back if my life is already on the track back okay? I hope you guys will good and stay cool, do write good stuff yea.. i'll miss reading your lovely and wonderful post from you all. much love here.

I will be away.... a long hiatus.


So guys, see you when i see you.

Assalamualaikum & Bye.

Sayonara! Ja!

xoxo

7.03.2008

What About Me?

I don't know why for some reason, why gossip girl has been affecting all my friends and all they said after they watched it was "you are Nate. similarity is there." "YOU ARE HOT LIKE HIM" "you are just so NATE!" I get confused and felt 'blah' if you get what i mean here.

I know Nate is rich/hot/handsome/fit body = zainal afnan is NOT rich/hot/handsome/fit body.
So, i still don't know why people said I'm alike NATE or his real name chace crawford! Why? WHY? can you tell me why? cause i don't know the reason. I need you to reply to this post OK?

NATHANIEL ARCHIBALD IS NOT ZAINAL AFNAN, blah!

Anyway, i guess the feeling of wanting someone is over. I'm totally over it. It just a crazee feeling to have one when you are actually not ready to be or to have someone by your side. But i do much appreciate the people who close to me. Its not they want to mengorat me or what, its just they believe in being my friends. I lost a circle of friends which I'm not in the mood to talk to. Yet, i felt happy for some reason, i mean like, you don't need anyone to back up you or whatever but just be coooooool like kung fu panda... I already set my flight date, it'll be on the 9th of July cause most of the tix is expensive or finish. :)

And next Tuesday, I'm having cover shooting with Maya Karin. Lovely her. Can't wait to meet her personally.

Enuf' said bak kata Madonna.

xoxo

Goyang Kepala

I got this inspiration to write a lyrics when i was on motorcycle way back to my home just now from events. Its called Goyang Kepala.

Goyang kepala
ikut suka hati
jangan merana
nanti terguris

ubah laluan
elak cedara
kau bukan aku
tak bisa tahu
yang itu
mana satu

aku mencari-cari
apakah erti
yang sebenarnya
membayangkan
goyang kepala

oh.. ohh..
mari kita bergolek
atas taman
macam dulu
mereka terus
goyang kepala
melihat aksi kita

oh..
tak paham
tak ngerti
boleh jalanlah
jangan ikutan
oh oh

goyang kepala
goyang badan
ikut suka hati
mahu hidup
mahu pergi
suka hati kita


xoxo

7.02.2008

TERIMA KASIH THANK YOU AROGATO

Oh people, if you really meant to say thank you to everyone, say it with your sincerity, if you dont want to say it, dont say it. If you hate everyone, say it. If you think you are good enough, go ahead and be yourself. :) bing! i love the quote from someone i knew. really.. im getting money tomorrow! yeaho, shopping spree. let's go!

Oh people, dont waste your time on someone who doesnt appreciate you or else, you might feel hatred. Things can get worst, you will lost you humanity. So, try be more practical and go look for someone better. Thats what i always do...

And, im glad for people who has been there for me.. who told me things that i wanna hear, JIAR, KIKI, DOT. They know who i am and how i feel about life. :)

Thanks loves.

xoxo

7.01.2008

Soiree

Hi, its been such a boring day.

Anyway, here my list to do for tomorrow.

attend fashion soiree at Isetan KLCC 10am
sign up for my ptptn / asb at kl sentral
collect merchandise from 2oth fox century at damansara
meet up with someone.
dinner.
sleep.

oh, it's just another plain bored day. :)
i just make a decision; i want to be a model. :) ohayy.
i wanna have a meet up with all my sayangs and the people i really wanna meet XD so badly!
xoxo