Showing posts from May, 2008

Tag by Niksu

Currently - boredom, wedding bells
Playing - Lost Without You - Delta Goodrem
Pending - Bath..
What's new? - My bday is comin?
Real name - Zainal Afnan
Nickname - Zain, Nal, ain, affy, nan
Married - 16 years from now
Male/Female - male
High school - SMDU
College - UiTM SARAWAK
Are you a health freak? - nope
Do you have a crush on someone? - no. im finding the person i kissed dlm mimpi!
Do you like yourself? - hm, YEAH


Surgery - jahitan di tanganku.
Person you see in the morning - family.
Award - ntah. x ingat
Sports you join in - lumba lari.
Vacation - hahaha, siam?
Concert - 911
Drink - Air Suam
I'm about to - mandiiii

Your future,

Want kids - yes, 6 :D
Want to get married - yes
Careers in mind - Creative Director

Which is better?

Lips or Eyes? - Eyes
Hugs or Kisses? - BOTH
Shorter or Taller? - taller
Romantic or Spontaneous? - dua2
Sensitive or Loud? - LOUD
Troublemaker or Hesitant? - none.

Have you ever,

Kissed a stranger? - no...
Drank bubbles - penah kot!
Lost glasses / contacts - kotak glasses ye la…

Photos Baby, Now You Get!

you will get to view it soon.

Upper East Side, Yo!

ah, i forgot to mention about me and my friends creating a nickname for ourself from the character of gossip girl drama/book. :) hahaa... it is so funny and we called ourself Upper East Side kids, the 'It' people and socialite.. hahaha well, the nickname goes..

Serena van der Woodsen- Dot
Dan Humphrey - me
Blair Waldorf - Eena
Nathaniel Archibald - Jazli
Chuck Bass - Jiji
Erik van der Woodsen - Jojo

hahaa.. funny rite..? :P

stay tune for more story of the upper east side kids..


xoxo (you know you love me, HAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAHHAHAHA)

Touch My Body, Diet!

Kinda funny right the title of my post today? well, i know. it is because of the people around me tend to get diet, slim and fit and even myself wanna get slim. it is because you cant tahan tengok others with their gorgeous body. yeah, guys also need a slim and fit body to get girls go over them, but im not into getting girls to look at me.. c'mon.. i just have to get slim cause ive been fat since form 4.. i need to get back to how do i look before.. a kurus guy :D yey! no fat. no worries. haha.. imean, its cool to be kurus and fit, can wear any baju and seluar.. not like me.. bila dah gemok i cant find good clothes for myself even a jeans. ah. that's so frustrating.. yea i know it could be bad for kids to look at but hey, i dont like being fat eventho some people said im not fat, well, I AM FAT! that is the fact! Jiar's mum said, "just stay like that, you look better now.." hahahaa. no comment. and my aunt, mak bayah said, "you r not fat, just chubby.."…

Seribu Tahun

Hi..I guess i have many things to say and to write it down is one of the important for me. Things I should have said early, perhaps gonna change to what people think about me. I have been so much about myself today. Really, I think about myself and I already figure out what I wanna be and what I wanna do. I will talk about things I wanna say one by one so you won’t get confuse or weird about it.MyselfI figure that people, the close people around me have always force me to do something that I wouldn’t do or be. Its like you are forcing one to be in the situation they don’t want to be. Like me, my brother, he always wants me to work in the government, which I refuse so to do when im graduating my diploma and degree.. soon. But hey, come on, I know working in the government is a good think but I don’t want to end up being someone who doesn’t have any ambition. I want to be a writer, a fashion editor/writer one day, that is what I wanna be and do for my living. I know, I study public admi…


Aha, you forget her, and its good and you're getting sicker day by day. Thats me, im sick now. :) hehe.. its not because of buatan orang or what. anyway, sometimes in life, we gotta lose things we love so much in letting others be happy for their future, we gotta lose friendship to make one be happy for herself. :) right? kalau tidak, kita sendiri akan merana right?? im tired of being such a loser or jerk so its better for me to step aside and be single and happy altho everyday i felt the pain in my heart, i do know the fact that im not gonna live longer, so i just be happy with everyone i love, my best friends, cousins, family and my soon to be niece/nephew. :) i cudnt wait for the baby to come out!! im gonna be the coolest uncle ever.

sometimes, you gotta forget and be happy, forget all the misery, all the single hood problem, "dont worry, you will get one soon," they said. i said, naah, i wont wait or put on hope anymore, i will just keep and lock my heart, :) and for …

Ku rindu

Biarpun wajahmu kurindu,
ingatanku terhadapamu,
pasti berlalu,
akan terhapus jua saat itu,

walaupun wajahmu sering kurindu-rindukan,
sudah ku buang semua cerita dirimu,
bersama aku kini tinggallah memori,
yang membenakkan didada ini,

semestinya aku meninggalkan dirimu,
ku lupakan semua yang berlaku,
agar dapat ku jalani hari-hari dengan indah,
tanpa gusar dihati ini,

walaupun akan sunyi tanpamu,
namun ku redha,
inilah jalan pilihanmu dan diriku,
tiada yang ku paksa,

pergilah sayang,
pergilah rindu,
pergilah cintaku,
pergilah segalanya tentang kamu..

tetap akan ku rindu.. semuanya.

izinkanku pergi

Assalamualaikum & hello.

yeaho. i wanna talk about friends. friends is someone you can turn to whenever you have problems.. i just love my friends for whom they are.. they are just wonderful friends around me all these years, and i wanna name the people here..

5 horny people;

3 lovable girls;


and my durians frens;

i just love them to bits..

I hope our friendship will be forever and ever.. love you all.

Will update photos later when i received the pics from dot.



i wanna erase you, dear love

Assalamualaikum & halo,

it was jiji & jojo bday. i attend their party, it was a get together with all my damansara friends, it was good. to see the people.. with their changing life and all. i still wanna catch with them up. maybe later after this i gotta meet them back, i chit chat with them and all. :) was really happy to see them, really i do. and happy birthday to my dear cousins, Jojo & Jiji, hope you will have wonderful life ahead you. :)

anyway, lets get back to the topic as shown in the title.. read properly kay kawan2.

is it possible for me to forget her? to erase her off my mind and heart..?

what is the used of living anymore to not think about her anymore?

and thats why im still single. i wanna erase her. erase her. everytime i think of her, i'd cried myself out. with the background songs of tanpa by 6ixth sense making it more drama to my life.. i just dont want to be in this life anymore. i wanna be with someone who will love me back and i will love her …



Haha, im happy for my friend presence in my life. they're the bomb to me. i like like like this songs - buronan cinta by the lima and aku lebih tahu by mila. pls go dload them, it is a good music. i never lie abt good music. i bought new spec, ala2 clark kent tu. :) haha.

I thank her, mia, for letting me into her life and thanks everyone who let me be in their life. i wont forget you even i die tmr. haha. oh no, dont worry, i dont have any disease that let me die now yet. haha, but i guess i know whats coming up for me.

well, there better be good things. im going to kedah, sg petani tmr to attend my dad's bestfriend daughter wedding. :) arghh. i dont wanna go but anyway gotta go lah. i hope i will enjoy the wedding though. i wanna smoke with my frens lah. i missed them like fuck. pls, i wanna club with them. lemme pls pls.

hehe, okay. anyway people take good care of yourself okay all? better be good.

im off.




i found the video clip of Tanpa through youtube. well, here is the video, this is the indonesian market video for tirta which is the same band of 6ixth sense, they have to change their name in indonesia cause theres a band also called 6ixth sense there.. hehe..

and this is the malaysian version..

and i love both of the video, suit them.. plus their song is just great. love love.



Hurt? or Happy?

Im amazed by the act from the girls that i knew. i knew rejection will be my resort, i tried not to fall again in love, but every time i tried to run, it keep coming back to me.. well, i already forget my heart for mia, she will always be in my heart no matter what, i hope she will be happy with her new beau.. lucky i didnt say a word of love or wink-winks to mardiha, and im not that hurtful with her, i understand, im her junior btw, so theres no chance and a big no-no, kan?

I was almost ter- fall for nadiah, my good friend in class and uni, i said to her that i sayang her more than a friend, she just said, thank you and appreciated it.. and take me as im her bestfriend.
:) oh girl, im just too good to be a girl bestfriend, am i? im such a loser and unlucky in love.. naah..
hehe, see, im just "good" to be their bestie. im not a boyfriend type, im a big no-no to be their bf.

I can see why, im a loser guy, im such an annoying person, not handsome, not stylo, not smart, no clever, …