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updated love.

Bulan takkan merindukan sahabatnya jika hati sudah berkubur.i need a shoulder. yours should be fine.Jangan secelit pun kau kembali. Jangan secubit pun kau datang. Aku tak mampu merenung wajahmu lagi untuk sesaat dan selamanya.aku takkan menunggumu dimalam ini, dan biarkan siang menjelma lagi, kerana asmara sudahku lepaskan, biarkan bintang kesepian, biar ia kelam, sepertiku disini.ku lepas kan kau pergi. jangan kembali. jangan pulang. jangan mencari. pergilah kau bersama bintang. akhiri semua malam ini. aku tak kan menganggu lagi... maafkan.Tahukah perasaan begini sememangnya begitu lemah?I hope one day you will realize of all the things you've done. I hope God will show you the real road for you that you have not taken yet. I hope that you will change for the better and not for the worst, I hope the every best in you and I know ...that now you just wanna have some fun but remember that fun could create hurt into your future. I also wish you the love, patience and happiness in fut…

It Takes Me Higher.

When finally I felt acknowledged for the first time in the dream, I keep saying this in my soul 'don’t ever take it for granted', for the first time in my life, I felt so happy. Even in my sleep, I’m smiling deeply in heart, Butterflies keep blossoming in my stomach, the truth about me is now the more I shine, and the more I feel inside, it is like having a tumor in your head, when you are waiting for it to pop, it is something I called love. I cried, I bleed and I smiled, the pain of not knowing the truth does kill me inside, but in time, I learnt to value, honor and be grateful for, it teaches me that no matter how hard you try, never keep backing off, eventually it worth the ass when you already reach the part of hurting yourself.

I earned so many things in life that I tend to disbelief and keep ignoring it, Later on, I realized it is not worth it without somebody to share with, In the meantime, I’m still searching for my other half, As I know love won't let me down a bi…

Semakin Rapuh

Kadang-kala aku rasa aku lupa dengan kawan-kawan aku.
Tapi sebenarnya tidak.

Cuma aku banyak masalah.
Masalah dikampus ini.
Jendela yang banyak pilihannya membutakan hatiku.

Aku semakin rapuh.
Namun sisi lainku kebalkan jiwaku.

Aku sudahpun membuang secelit perasaan benci.
Pada semua insan.

Aku ini manusia lemah.
Yang mahukan yang biasa-biasa sahaja.

Namun apa kan daya,
Aku tak mampu puaskan hati semua orang.

Kawan-kawanku,
Maafkan aku.

Seandainya masih ada sayang itu,
ucapkanlah.

Don't force me, Won't force you.

I won't force you to leave me.
And I don't even want to force you to stay with me.

You can't force me to leave you.
You can't force me to stay with you.

You and me have no difference.
We used to be one.
We used to be there.

You can't force too much to mend a heart.
And I can't force us to be in something we don't belong.

Don't force too much if the thing doesn't belong to you anymore.

I'll let you go.

I'll let her go,
I won't let her go,
I have to let her go,

I can't let her go,
I can let her go,
I don't...
want to let her go,


If what you need to say is that you need to leave...
then leave.

I'll let you go.